Poor Pallid Child
Poor pallid child, why shout at the top of
your voice in the street your sharp and insolent song, lost amongst the cats,
lords of the roofs? for it won’t pass the shutters on the ground
floors, behind which you know naught of heavy curtains of silk incarnadine. Meanwhile you sing fatally, with the
tenacious assurance of a little man who goes along alone through life, not
counting on anybody, working for himself. Have you ever had a father? You
don’t even have an old woman to make you forget hunger by beating you,
when you come back home without a sou. But you work for yourself: erect in the
streets, covered in colorless clothing made like a man’s, a thinness
premature and too tall for your age, you sing for food, with ferocity, not
lowering your unpleasant eyes to the other children playing on the road. And your complaint is so loud, so loud, that
your bare head that is raised in the air just as your voice rises, seems to
want to leave your little shoulders. Little man, who knows if it won’t take
off one day, when, after having shouted for a long time in the cities, you
will have done a crime? a crime isn’t very difficult to do, go,
it’s enough to have courage after the desire: and those who... Your
little face is energetic. Not one sou descends into the wicker basket
that is held in your long hand hung without hope on your trousers: they will
make you bad and one day you will commit a crime. Your head lifts up always and wants to leave
you, as if in advance it knew, while you sing with an air that becomes
menacing. It will tell you goodbye when you pay for me,
for those who are worth less than me. You came probably to the world to this
end, and you fast for now, we are going to see you in the newspapers. Oh! poor little head! |
Stéphane Mallarmé