Prayer

To a true believer

O my Lord,

In my disarray,

I still invoke Thy name.

 

Nevertheless it’s difficult in truth,

To remember Thou fillest all things.

 

Thy light so warm and pure

Is but a gleam in my dark solitude.

 

O my Lord,

 

I have lost all form,

I am as though ground up.

 

O my Lord,

 

I wander in a strange land

 

O my Lord,

 

At Thy door, I come knocking,

I can no longer turn back.

 

Chairil Anwar
after the French translation of Louis-Charles Damais